i previously mentioned having lots of time in NZ to think. I'm going to qualify here...

i realised that for alot of things/issues/questions/problems that i face in things (could be faith at times), i try to skip over/forget/avoid them. and that results in me having no personal stand on my own. when facing the same circumstance again a while later, i find that i didn't learn from my previous experience. and thats dangerous..

i shouldn't ever let my life get so busy that i stop thinking if im headed in the right direction.

thats three paragraphs starting with three i's