am i becoming detatched?

sometimes i am in my own world of studying. think i'm getting caught in it. not caught up though, as you may suspect, because its a conscious thing i allow myself to get into. i become quite absorbed with it, ignoring people around me, dauing my phone, and generally caring about little else than what i've set out to do.

i feel that its something necessary? just a bit left of the year before a's, and its our last practice; very telling of whether i can discipline myself to level up after feeling i've lagged for a long time studies wise.

not good though if i start zoning out on god though. after light up i got realli lazy and whiney about spending time with him and serving. i know some people can tell. that though, has stopped. he is, any day, my source of motivation and encouragement.





Lord, you have assigned me my portion and my cup; you have made my lot secure. The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely I have a delightful inheritance. Psalms 16:5-6