wah liew eh... lame diao.. July nationals means every single minute of your june holidays must think of competition meh... wah liew... even take half day also kenah scolded for half an hour... all coach sux lar... can be good tempered sometimes but the rest of it is a demanding waste of time stupid faking lousy cheaterish baboonish scoldish monkey face CRAP.. i'm gonna die with an injury here and there and everywhere.. damn hand aches and ankles and knees... i cant believe if how i'm going 2 get let off 4 da 2 mornings i'm not going next week lor.. + going 2 m'sia on last week sat.. my life is all bout gym lor... dunno start at 9 or 10 lar.. both coaches dont agree and contradict each other.. they seem like play actors.. den end at 6.. wah liew... i tink even track is more slack lor... waste time, no life, no fun, nothing, no future, no shit, no freedom.. just stuck in da dam ******* gym ******* the whole day for the whole holidays and beyond and just 4 da sake of a trophy. the worst part is trampoliners got da same bloody CCA pts as us... dey train like nothing and we train like shit.. and dey still bloody get da same amt of CCA pts... should haf joined tramp anyway... wanna get an individual 1st 2nd or 3rd 4 floor anywayz... am top in da team so shld b able 2 get sumting... but da rest(h and p bars, horse) all suc lar.. so.. dammit... da teams ok but not happy with our inefficiency and it seems like no matter how hard u train, u still perform da same.. some pple in da team dam slack osso nothing happen... performance nvr dip but grow even btr. WHERE GOT LIKE THAT 1

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hmmm.. if other ways of venting frustrations were not 2 go for gym... if i continue in this crapped up CCA (which i dun realli mind) den i wont haf a realli enjoyable life... dilenma dilenma.. question: am i passionate 4 gym or not Question 2: issit worth 2 be passionate 4 dis crappy CCA Question 3: wat does gym do gd 2 me (makes me short and haf injuries evrywhere..)question 4: wat am i missing out in life question 5: wat would i be, wat would my grades be if not for it... it all happened b'coz of a choice (not realli a bad decision i made) made 1 1/2 yrs ago...